June 28, 2016

I Just Feel Lost


A little piece



I wanted to find someone
someone i don't know
and just talk with them for hours
knowing something that isn't in my world.


I wanted to hold their hands
pinch their cheeks
and just stare them in the eye
and tell me that there are other worlds that exists besides mine.

I just want to laugh with them
talk with them like we've known each other
since we were six months old.

I wanted to hear their tiny breaths
their funny story of how their day went
how awful their seatmate was
or how charming they were.

I wanted to be on the other side of the world
you know,
a good escape whenever i'll feel this way
that there's just this blue button kept in a shimmering cube
waited to be pressed whenever i feel this way.

As I am listening to the random sounds I'm hearing right now,
I prefer clutching a contemporary book,
with a "Be Alright" by Kehlani music playing,
but I just feel like doing this thing I'm doing right now.

There's really something bothering me
I just don't know what