To my dearest little
bub,
A few weeks
from now, you will come and see this amazing world with me. You may not see
things clearly at that instant moment but mommy will surely be happy to welcome
you with open arms. I know I will cry. Non-stop even. I would not skip that
emotional part in me, nevertheless, your daddy will surely calm me down the
moment I will start to whine when I will hear your voice and see your tiny
little toes and fingers. Well secretly little bub, I know daddy will cry with
me too. We both really cannot wait to see you.
Little bub,
I am sorry if I have known a bit late that you were already inside of me. You
did not give me any signs unlike other amazing mothers experienced. You were
just there, listening to me and waiting to be noticed. I bet you tried, but
mommy just did not feel anything. Well, the moment I have known, I bet you
remembered this... I was crying non-stop. The sound of your pounding heartbeat
amazes me and it keeps ringing in my ears even after I heard it. I have seen
you via ultrasonography and wow, you amaze me even more – seeing your tiny and
vulnerable body inside of me. Just wow, God totally makes wonders! I wonder how
you feel at that instant time I have seen you. I bet you were smiling!
Anyways,
little bub. At this moment, I can feel you even more. You kept on dancing and
turning and you make me really giddy. Totally! I am always looking forward to
my monthly prenatal schedule just so I can know how you are doing inside
especially when I see you again via ultrasonography. Now that we know your
gender, we have already prepared the pieces of your stuff slowly. Everyone is waiting for
you. I hope you are excited too. Just wait a little while, little bub.
Having you
is a blessing. You may come a bit earlier than mommy expected but I know that everything
happens for a reason. Like I said, I haven’t recognized you were inside of me
right away but turns out you were so fine and normal inside of me. You were
doing so well. And I am thanking God for that notice, little bub. Daddy and I
are truly thankful.
I will just
leave it here, little bub. Just hold on tight in there. Continue dancing and
bumping my organs if you have to. Just feel comfortable inside there, okay?
Mommy will be alright. Mommy might be emotional at times and I know you can
feel it, just don’t mind it okay? Your mommy has crazy hormones. Daddy and I
will continue talking to you and I will keep playing lullabies while you are
still inside. I just hope you are now in a head-down position, the ideal
position for labor so that mommy won’t have to be worried the moment I will
feel the contractions.
I love you
so much, little bub!
My little
bundle of joy.
Forever and
always,
Mommy
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